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Sunday 1 November 2015

a little bit of crazy ...

i have rested, the silence in my mind - profound.  

a new season approaches and they, the words stir.

slow and reluctant still and yet i hear their call.


sacrifice

here I am there I am
everywhere but where I am
you may ask but
would I know
when my mind is soaring so
more than human
less than god
passion beating in the blood
my hand would rest
but I would write
words beyond me
fill the night
thoughts that shatter
rare and wild
calling darkness light my child
sleep abandoned
life so frail
calling home to no avail
emptiness now torn asunder
white on white
and blackness under
with disdain and such delight
I will sacrifice the night


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Thursday 21 May 2015

how many moments

how many moments
are there enough moments in a lifetime
to love as one could
behave as one should
how many moments are enough
to bring joy to my beloved
to defend and protect
is there enough time left
to begin again
to grow my love
with purpose and design
striving against the shortness of time left
to love without expectation
are there enough moments in a lifetime
the second time around
to merge and bind
to find the ecstasy of oneness
do i possess the courage
to risk the unthinkable
to once more face unflinching
the devastation of loss
the indefinable torment 
of removing the life mask
rejecting the safe place of alone
allowing another free access 
to who and what i truly am
are there enough moments in a lifetime

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