begorra!

so where am i...
tried dating...well one appointment for coffee and then a day sightseeing with lunch ...
surely that counts as dating?
plus it led to...

made a new friend who is dying to introduce me to the best fish and chips in the world...
somewhere in fife...
and i do love my food...

the object of my affection and i are back in contact, the odd text, a couple of emails, enough long and drawn out phone calls to make us both thoroughly miserable...
still smitten with each other...
both now thoroughly convinced our relationship won't work.
love? ... in our case... it sucks!
begorra! the two of us must have endured a tempestuous past life together!

we are decided, we will try and maintain our friendship.
we think, we may have to stay out of contact for a while. at least until our emotions are less raw.

where does this leave me...
truth to tell ... effin' confused!
having spent some considerable time considering, i have reached a conclusion vis a viz the dating game.
too soon for me!
if i am to live by my motto... "first, do no harm"
then i had best keep myself to myself for a while.

next month my friend jersey girl has invited me to visit her. jg lives in "civilization", where there is a gay village and plenty of fun places for us lez ladies to hang out, eat, drink and be merry. i even hear wondrous rumours of music and dancing! something to look forward to...
future revelry sans involvement. sounds about right for now. 'fraid the online matchmakers will have to wait a while...pity about all those pounds i spent putting up my profile.