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We are home and very safe and I have written way too many words, reporting
on our trip. However, it is now way late to make supper and I do not have
th...
15 hours ago
Wednesday, 13 May 2009
to waver
seven days
seven days
of nothing much
and now you start
your evil drilling
snaking sneaky
through my panic stricken
mind
for what, for why, i cry
how many bars of chocolate
must i eat
to still your iniquitous
insistence
yesterday was strength
no problem
i had the beating
of you
today, day seven
you whisper sweet, sweet nothings
turn my head
from sensible to needy
i know where you lie
waiting for me
tonight i crave sleep
to shut your ceaseless nagging
from my mind
which longs for an excuse
to waver and draw deep
the curling trails
of nicotine's addiction
Copyright © 2009 by Eryll Oellermann
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4 comments:
LMAO-you smoked for 45 years! what did you expect? but-you can do it!
seven is a good beginning!
aaarrrggghhh! methinks todays nicotine patch must be defective. such a desire to pull long and hard, breath in so deep and feel the bite against my throat, my lungs overflowing with the smoke i crave ...
sigh ...
i am a friggin' addict!
i have no advice for you, unfortunately..i had quit for 4 weeks, and picked it right back up with a vengeance. lol
does chewing gum help you at all? or sucking on a straw? something to keep your brain somewhat distracted??
hang in there!
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