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Tuesday, 30 June 2009

finally over ...



herself and myself have been struggling through the disconnection process for the past three months.

should we be in contact or not?

could we, should we remain friends?

should we, could we resurrect our relationship?

it is hard to let go. difficult to turn away completely from the one you once loved.

almost impossible to imagine your life without them.

we have been tearing each other to pieces.

today it ended.

10 comments:

Capn Dyke said...

Me arms be about ye, Me Eryll o'Arran...

Solo said...

I'm sending you a Transatlantic hug the size of Texas. My heart is hurting for you, for what you must be going through.
Stay strong, my Friend.

reeflightning said...

thank you mon capitan, your words are balm to my wounds.

reeflightning said...

thank you solo, my friend. a texas size hug is exactly what i'm hungering for.

jennifer from pittsburgh said...

My thoughts are with you. Hang in there.

Anna said...

Reef - I'm so sorry :(

Anonymous said...

oh Eryll...the Lady provides a shoulder and a Guinness.

reeflightning said...

jen, camlin, lady,
thank you.

~seelenschmerz~ said...

my heart is sad for you, my arms give you a big hug...i, myself, have recently ended my relationship too...asked myself the same questions as you do. we're still trying to find a way to remain friends but that's not always possible.

the old cliche will work...give yourself time to heal...it will get easier

:-)

reeflightning said...

thanks see
time ... it works, but it just takes so damn long!